For thirty-six years I kept your secret
It formed a void
A cold hard place in my soul
I loved you though so I endured it.
For thirty-six years I pretended not to see
What you’d done to me
With your selfish needs and desires
Your uncaring spirit burned me alive.
For thirty-six years I struggled
To keep my head above water
No one understood except you
Yet you left me alone, scared and scarred.
For thirty-six years I pretended
I didn’t understand why you ran
I blamed myself and everyone around me
I punished them because I could not punish you.
No more! Your secret is told,
Shouted to the Heavens for all who will listen
I will heal and be whole again
You will rot in hell with no secrets left to tell.